Fade Away Poem by misty wright

I wake up in the morning
And i wonder
How i got where i am today
I wanna bring back the days
Before yesterday
I don't wanna move on
And feel the pain of everyday
But going back brings more misery
Than i know how to deall with

I tell myself that it'll be ok
But i'm wastin to much time
Bein strong, holdin on
Words can't hide what i'm feeling now

I can't change who i am
Your the only one i turn to
When i feel like no one is there
When i'm lonely and in my darkest hour
You give me the power to pretend
But lately your just not enough
The sound of your voice that used to keep me sane
Now plagues me like a disease
That just won't go away

It's so easy now to watch the blood flow
And hide in a place where i feel free
Something holds me down and
Makes me act a way i can't explain
You say you know me but you
Have no idea what my dreams
Could show you about me
I feel my soul growing colder
And it's so easy to fall
Apart completely

Living is hard enough
And when you walk away
I feel i lose my way
I knew this day would come
When i tried to kill the pain
But fate seems to recreate
And i relapse, collapse into myself
I think i'm better off alone
So i say my last goodbyes
And let my soul fade away