Everyday Poem by Estefano Molina

When I see you I still love you
every part of my body pulls towards you
I long to hold your hand
grasp you tightly in my arms
but its all cliché
and I've never been the type to show affection
its weakness to me
so go ahead and leave for good
like the rest of them
this is easy for me
always has been
I'll even help pack your bags
When I see you I still love you
very much so
but I hate you with all my guts
with every thought that slices my mind
I despise you
you dismantled our home
I can't stand the sight of you
you are repugnant
and I have to see your face everyday
it ruins it for me
When I see you I try not to love you
but I fail every time