Eternal Battle Poem by ashley dickerson

my tears are black my heart is dead
this feeling is a feeling i've learned to dread
no one sees the things i do no one knows
including you
there's so much pain there is no time
to explain what's wrong in a single ryme
a life of misery a life of hate
are bloody tears my lasting fate
blindly you ask me what is wrong
it rings through my ears a deafening song
for i ask myself why must i live
what's the point in giving all i have to give
how much more blood will i lose
until i realize that i have to choose
between giving up or going on
my eternal battle will never be won