Down Here Poem by princess perry

its been a long time.
u left me.
i knew it was coming.
i couldnt prepare my self for it.
mentally, i was ready.
but physically when i heard that you were gone,
i didnt know how to take it.
i broke down.
i fell out.
i cried all day.
i starved my self for days.
i was anti-social.
now that i am older,
i look back-
even though its sad.
i cry with joy knowing that you are in a much better place than here suffering from these diseases.
i never talked about it because i knew that i'd get emotional.
i swear i'd give the world to see your precious face one more time.
i cry when i think about it. because you were one of the best people that i knew.
now that your far away.
i have to do things on my own,
which is hard,
but i am able to do it because just because your gone physically,
will always mean i will never forget you in my heart.
i love you as much as i know you love me,
i will never be able to say goodbye.
i am only down here.
waiting to be called up.