Does That Mean.... Poem by pilar guethon

Does that mean
does that mean i really not worth your time
am i just a thing in your life
why does the flight end so fast but the pain of the fall last
if i say what i mean would that hold you back
or am i really just not telling the facts
i holding back in the shadows of dispear
when i really not sure if you even care
sometimes i may seem to not care
but i just holding back what i may not bare
does that mean i need to open up
or really there's no luck
i lost is there a future for me
or am i distend to be
Does that mean....