Do You See Me? Poem by Zinger Wingz

Let's cry.
Let the tears wash me
Rid me of all my hurt
Dissolve me rearrange me
Then solidify me again under lights only seen in a dark place
The dark place I held so dear
Crumbled now, slipping through my fingers
Where do I turn to now? My home melted before me. I can't rearrange it, I'm left bare..Where do I turn to now?

If I'm to fall
Will you help me up?
But I've been falling tripping, stumbling, always so close to the ground
I had nothing, no one to hold on to
I never got up
I crawled, I layed there staring into the clouds thinking
Why won't the ground swallow me already?

I was strongest in sorrow
Happiness a foreigner to me
A language I could never understand
I didn't care about it
My focus was on comfort
Comfort in the agony that always seemed followed me
I planned on mastering that pain
Grooming it
It was so beautiful



6•Januagust•2005