Do I Go Or Do I Stay? Poem by beautifully broken xxx

Hear the phone ring
I check the number
It’s you
I don’t answer
The ringing stops
But then my mobile beeps up
It’s you again
And I feel my heart stop
I try to ignore it but
I can’t my heart pushes too hard
And I answer
I remain silent
As though i’m not even there
You know I am
And you burst into tears
You apologize
But I still don’t say
You ask if i’m there
I make a noise
My hearts about to break
Break like it did when you rang
I’m short of breathe
You can sense something wrong
And say
“babe please let me see you
Let me help you take this pain
Let me remove the wall you’ve put up that I cannot climb”
I stutter slowly
“I can’t do this anymore
I’ve been hurt to long
For you to condole me
I must move on”
Your in tears again and say
“please don’t go away
Please don’t leave you’re my sunshine
You’re my star
Your everything I live for without you
I’m gone I have nothing to live for”
I’m not sure what to say my head says hang up
But heart says stay
Do listen to my heart again or do I walk away
I’m so confused
How can my body be trying to make to different decisions
For the same person
I breath deeply
And say
“I love you, ” I can hear him say that too
“but you scared my you broke my heart and now im not sure what to do”
Do I stay with the guy I love
Who broke me in two
And give him a chance to put me together
Or do I finally pull away?