Die Alone Poem by ESPN CHICK

Can anyone see all the pain I hide inside myself
Can anyone see the tears I try to hide behind my eyes
Can anyone see that I'm so lonely
That all I want is to be pain free

That all I need is someone holding me tight
Saying everything is alright
All this pain is bringing me down
I don't know how much more I can take

Throwing my fist against the wall
Pounding my face in the pillow
Awake all night along
Can't sleep I'm already dying anyhow

Walking around in circles
Looking at the scars
They tell stories that no one understands
And hurts inside to think of how I'm alone

Feels like I ought to be six feet under
No matter how hard I try I will never be good enough
What's the use of trying
When all I'm gonna to is fail

Fail like I always do
So don't bother about saving me
About saving my cold heart
Just leave me here to die alone



Jan 31,2009

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