Did I Mean Anything To You? Poem by Crystal Acuna (reese)

Sittin' here thinkin',
Wonderin' if I meant anything to you,
You lied, cheated, stole, and manipulated,
Your way through our relationship,
You lied bout who you were,
What you wanted in life,
And bout loving me,
You cheated, wanted other girls,
And so you got them, and lost me,
You stole, you broke, shattered,
And stole my heart and soul,
You were my love, my life, my everything,
And took it all away from me,
Manipulated me, told me things,
That were untrue, almost tore my family apart,
Cared only of yourself and no one else!
Which is why we weren't meant to be,
I realize that now,
And still I'm in love with you,
Don't know if I can live without you,
I've tried but it just not workin for me,
You devostated me, changed me,
Killing me with each second passing slowly,
I die a little more inside as each minutes ticks,
Pain, hurt, heartache,
I can't take,
So I'm movin on,
The only way I know how,
No more tears, no more agonizing pain,
Sleepless nights will no longer be,
Now that i lay for rest as it should be.