Depression Poem by sxc babe xxx

dreams destroying my sleep
how can hurt reach soo deep?
waking up is too much efort
sleep is a luxury ii cant afford

depression overwhelms my soul
deep darkness, a big black hole
sadness eats its wat through my hart
where does it end, where did it start?

no one can understand this pain
nothing to lose, nothing to gain
lost in a neverending maze
every moment just a dizzy daze

why does it have to be me?
if only the futrue ii could see
afraid of shadows in the dark
will ii ever leave my mark?

unseen tears flowing from my hart
ii must go on, play my part
life has to continue for today
living my life, come what way

soo much to be thankful for
how can ii ask for any more?
ii just wish this could go away
for me to have a natural day

to know that im not the only one
helps a little, but its no fun
even god seems ohh, sao far away
who can brighten up my day?

so tired of fightinf thie feeling
my mind just spinning and reeling
ii hate these pills ii have to take
make me feel my life is just a fake

what can ii do, where can ii go?
stumbling around, to and fro
wondering when this will end
isnt there an angel he can send?

not much more to say for now
just wondering how, how, how
again pulling myself together
hoping that this wont last forever