Deep Down Inside Poem by Stephan van Pinksteren

Deep down inside,
I feel evil in me.
It's so hard to deal with,
I only want to be free.

Taking this knife in my hand,
Reaching it to my wrist.
I tried to cut,
But she told me to make a fist.

Don't do it it's to much to risk,
That's what she sad.
I try to keep my promise,
But deep down inside I feel so bad.

So torn up by life,
Not wanting to live any longer.
Trying to kill myself,
I can't get any stronger.

Not enough to free myself,
Deep down inside.
I have no options left.
To much tears I've cried.