Cynical Side Of Me Poem by Death Walking

I see life as pain
I see life as a bore
Life in my eyes is a bane
Yet so many cant help but adore

Adore....the pain
Adore....the hate
Adore....the fake
Adore....ill fate

I can never tell
When what I hear
Is words of truth
Or words of a joke

They tell me to loosen up
They tell me to calm down
They tell me to focus
They tell me that all I do is wrong

Apparently I'm cynical
Apparently I over-react
Apparently I'm jumpy
Apparently I'm completely fake

They say they know me
They tell me they understand
They say I'm not alone
Then they walk away

Loneliness in a crowded room
That is how I feel as I write this
As understood as the Last Frontier
As understood as the Great Deep

All who read
Tell me true
Am I lost
Or just unknown

If any claim to know me
Show them this poem
Spread it around
I'd love to chat

Peace and Goodbye
From the Cynical side of me