Crushed Poem by Rashid Iskandar

Crushed..
That is how I felt right now..
The thought to be together..
Has been shattered away by you..
I felt deeply crushed..
Never thought this will happen..
I am really in denial right now..
My heart is so crushed..
Crushed into little tiny pieces..
The sunny day that I been hoping for..
Was just all delusional..
Without warning..
Instead of beautiful colour rainbow..
Lighting just strike in my life..
Symbol of massive destruction..
Heavy rain start pouring..
And pouring until it flooded my heart..
I am so crushed and devastated..
I am totally broken down..
The tears can’t stop pouring down..
After all this years..
I can’t believe it..
It just ended in a second..
The trust that been given to you..
My heart that I gave you..
The hard work that I do for you..
Was all a wasted..
You are just as fake as hell..
The day I left..
Is the day you shall be sorry for..
You made my heart wounded deeply..
My heart just sink and crushed badly..
My world stopped..
That is not what you expected from them..
Why must you do this to me..
You can’t fixed me now..
It can’t be fixed anymore..
I am so hard hearted now..
Harder than a rock..
If you say you are sorry..
You surely are not..
I has moved on..
Moved on for a better life..
To find the light that once was here..
The wound may not heal now..
But it will surely heal in time..
The crushed will always remain..
Remain in my memory..
As a reminder of you..
The person that crushed my heart..