Cruel World... Poem by Veronika Bitkina

You have this possibility
to hurt me
and it would be so terrible and sore..
but still..
I want to know..
I want to know you..
just little bit..
a little bit and more..
I have to be so present
in the moment
to keep you
far away from heart and soul
and double inner guard for you
to still keep
somewhat of position of control..
not you, not nature and not rules around..
just me, my time and freedom in the world,
because when time will come
you might get bored
and you are beautiful
it could be super difficult to leave..
this world is very drasticly so cruel
whith what and when
it kindly decide to give..