Could He Really Love Me Poem by layla joseph

Can I ever really move on
Can I ever really let go
Of the one man that I loved
The one man who destroyed me

And if I can never let go
Never fully move on
Can I ever really trust another man
Give myself totally to another

Can I ever really not judge
Without the darkness of the past shinning through
Or am I forever doomed
To walk through life on my own

Never allowing anyone close
Pushing them all away
Did he seal my fate to this
Or is my special one somewhere to be found

Is he in front of me
Standing there till I finally see
That he can really love me
And only me