Control 1 Poem by Sam S.Slait

It means more to me then living,
I love it over anything,
It helps me through life,
It keeps me warm at night.

If I don't have control,
There is to much to risk,
To much of a chance to be be hurt,
A chance of getting broken.

In relationships I need control,
I can't leave anything to chance,
I can't sit by and wonder,
What the out come may be.

I can't accept faults,
A man can only handle so much,
If I don't have control,
Everything is left to chance,
Where any out come is possible.

I need to know everything,
Have control of my love, my fate, and my life.

I can't handle the stress,
Of the unperdictable,
the fact of feeling secure,
Fades when you break promises,
What do I do,
When I don't feel safe anymore,
Tell me that,
What do I do when I can't handle chances?