Contradictory Solitaire Poem by Paolo Owens

Oh my god
I'm mad I think
That's very bad
I brought all this
Destruction, in my mind
I'm on my bed
Ripping up the thoughts in my head
Something is coming up behind
Oh god it's my mind
Or Wait am I the only sane One?
Son of mirth
Bringing new birth
Redemption into a new resurrection
I should thank god
I am a new disaster piece
Looking for new peace
saving and grieving
I'm the only sane one
Looking for someone