Content With All This Poem by Estefano Molina

Since things have gone astray
I guess I've pushed some away
Spending whole days
Locked away in my apartment
The same movie plays over
I'm still laying in the same position
I watch as the light of day
Comes and leaves my place
I knew it would come to this
And forgive me
But I'm not surprised
I was simply
Waiting for it
Delaying as much as I could
I was hoping I could change it
But I knew deep down
I was just fooling myself
There was nothing I could do to change this
Nothing I can do to change this
I can keep fighting it
But no use
I need to learn that this is what I'm here for
This is what I was made for
This is my destiny
I'm giving in
I'll let it consume me
Till I'm no more