Confused Light Poem by Laura arwen

Sometimes I have
the impulse to
feel the cool
morning breeze
I am not
in any danger
if I am
isolated
Somehow I don't
want to experience
life
I don't have
time for negativity
It is likely
that I am
mentally complicated and
unstable
I no longer
feel pain for
the past
I think I'm
too intoxicated by
technology
Sometimes I want
to live in
a golden realm
I am tired
of having many
privations
I believe that
I will find
solace only in
solitude
I seem to
be trapped in
a wicked and
insane cage
Many times it
seems to me
that time is
endless
My mind is
motivated to conquer
I don't need
to have specific
knowledge to live
in isolation
For me it
is useless to
reflect because I
do everything on
impulse
I think I
will cry often
when I'm alone