Confused... Poem by Stacy Semi

Why does life have to be so confusing?
Why can't things come to me just a little clearer...
Relationships especially
One day were happy and lovey dovey
Then the next day its like a slap in the face!
I don't know weather to pursue
Or to let go and just give up
I want to be his Best Friend...
But its hard when he tells me that sometimes he doesnt even want to talk to me at all...
We will always be a part of each other
But maybe thats all were supposed to be
I would not mind being more than just a piece
I feel so much for him
And a lot of the time he shows the same...
At times he is distant because of what he is going through....
Understandable...
I think I may be the most understanding person he knows
What I dont get is why he is always running from me...
Its like he is affraid of something...
Is he affraid that he actually found someone who cares?
Is he affraid that he actually found someone who understands?
Is he affraid that he actually found someone who he could actually get along with?
What?
What is it?
So full of confusion....