Christian Lopez Poem by Anna Rheana Machin

Sometimes I lie awake at night thinking of my life and how I feel
Sometimes I get so sad that I can't seem to live my life
Now I realize that I'm not living, I'm just existing for the moments in time.

I've tried to be strong and move on, but the pain inside me was too much.
Now I'm ready to live my life, and be out of your reach.
You made me afraid to trust, and afraid to live my life.

Now I'm not afraid, I won't let you control me anymore.
You hurt me and damaged my trust, but now I'm letting you go.
You won't mean anything to me at all.
You was my first love but now your just my first mistake.