-cant Change Yesterday- Poem by Jade Just me

Your words cut into me like a knife
Those few words attempted to kill me last night

With the smell of alcohol on your breath
You turned my whole night into a mess

I thought you were calling to say you were on your way
Not knowing I would answer, hearing every word you would say

I am your daughter, did that not cross your mind?
And me picking up the phone just ruined your good time

You told me I have played you, and that I am a fake
And when you got home, I just layed there... layed there awake

I didnt sleep last night mommy
And then you wake me up this morning to tell me you're sorry

You asked me to forgive you, and say its okay
I did, mommy... but its been in my head all day

You killed me last night, in my heart and my head
Your youngest daughter... walks around dead

Through school in a daze, lost in a trance
Mommy, I cant love you, you ruined your chance

I cant look at you, let alone say those words,
I cant forgive you, mommy... it hurts...

Im sorry, im sorry its this way
Maybe you shouldve thought about what you were going to say
cause you cant turn back time, mommy...
You cant change yesterday.//♥