Blue Poem by lost soul

A calm color,
A sad color,
A dark color.
These are what blue feels
I am blue.
I share my thoughts with
None of my family or friends
They only hear parts to the puzzle
People don't understand
People can't understand
I can't trust anyone
Enough to show all of myself
For then,
I would no longer be me
I would be a used, worn nothing
Even I don't know myself
To much to learn
Not enough lifes lived
Why blue?
It may not be the most beauitful,
But inside,
Blue is something more,
It is water
It is sky
It is the Earth's limetless color
Inner beauty
I may not even have that.