Between Me And U Poem by chris guice

am Sorry for the things i did in the past
i am sorry Sheala i wish things could have last
But the things i did a realize i put myself on blast
I see what i could of had and i lost it i really i feel bad

I Blame myself ever single day everything racing through my mind of how things went so fast As i sit back and contrast my life without u in my life i feel like and outcast, Reject from ur heart

Once i was in from the very start now i have a bleeding heart because we grew apart

I am Sorry i kill are dream.....
And Murdered the love...
It's Buried and now it's gone
I wish i could resurrected and bring it back to life

Like the things i once said about u being my wife
But never knowing that it will never be the same
It was 3 strikes u out this time i lost this ball game
Call it crazy but every-time i see something that reminds me out of i mention ur name

It's all because i lost u because i couldn't change
Knowing that u will never forgive me i am the only one to blame
When u left and walk out of my life i could tell that u was ashamed of me
Surprised and stock all i can do now is sit alone in my domain

But sometimes sorry isn't good enough
I am sorry for being sorry but this is tough
But my Life is restrain like i been hand cuff confined
I try to ease my mind But this is what i get for being blind

i should of knew that this was a signed u give me chances
i wish i could change what happens but it seems like it will remain this way
I am Really Sorry u always be i memory in my heart beat that never stop
this is just between me and u.