Betrail Poem by Him Name

have you ever lost a friend
to death or suiside
i have
now imagine that they were your brother and uncle
in the same week
i did
have you ever loved your great-grandmothers
now think of how it would feel if they were striped away from you with cancer and 3 agonising mounths of pain
i've felt that
but ponder of how it would feel if your wife and unborn child all died
before you could save them
now you see only the window of my house of pain...