Becoming Feelings Poem by Joshua Hillard

Times seem so difficult for us,
Struggling to find what it is we must do,
Even though my situation worsens daily,
I survive it, only to hold on to you,

Vigorously our problems soar so high,
We mandate why we must let go,
Faces past yet only one seems to stick,
So these feelings I have find the room to grow,

First sights always say it all,
Whether you have a situation or you stand alone,
One glimpse of your vivid green eyes,
Only turned my heart away from becoming stone,

In my mind I could only see,
Allowing my heart time to think,
What a magnificently beautiful sight!
I could stare so long without a blink,

You hypnotized me with one single stare,
In an addictive stimulant I've become attached,
Never able to find the words to say goodbye,
Yet to continue each day as if it was my last,

I'm sorry but I must say one thing,
These words continue to scramble in my head,
You are one of the most beautiful things,
That turned me into Romeo, yet we are not dead,

Where art thou my Juliet?
Whom daily I can only seek,
To here such a sweet and unforgetful harmony,
A voice rining in a million times sleep,

Though my belief faded I cannot help but praise,
A gift landed in my eyes to only hear my heart cry,
As a prayer was heard and a wish was settled,
Giving my life that one meaning to try,

It took one heart to allow me to see,
The gift I awaited for so long,
Such an amazing personality, an incredible voice,
Ever lyric you speak becomes my song,

How am I able to express my deepest feelings,
When a million pass through each heart beat?
For you my heart is the entire galaxy,
And each feeling is a star you can touch and see,

Nights I even look into the sky,
I just cannot help but feel amazed,
Like a river in a valley my feelings for you flow,
Leaving my body only to feel dazed,

I have a million plus things to say,
Which day by day I will tell you,
All I can say is I'm now following my heart,
To beat for you...is all it will do.