Beating Tree (august 16 1995)

I am beautiful only when you love me.
It's as simple as that.
Not now and not ever will i be calm when i am with you.
Notice the shaking of my bones and the shrieks of my heart.
They feel what i feel and that is a fear geater than losing all life within me.
They'er are honest about what they feel and what i feel is a great depresion.
Notice that i do not cry for many things in my bitter life.
Not now and not ever will i cry for the little things.
It's as simple as that.
I am beautiful only when you love me and if that love is taken, then I am nothing.