Balance Between Poem by Megan Hieronimus

Shooting a still target
smiling when you cry
everytime you try
you always fail

making a scene
watching a death
making someone cry
everyone you love
you always fail

holding your feelings in
never to love again
everytime you fail
you die once again

why even try to stay
why even try to live
who are you to live
everyone you love
you kill

your fait
isn't any good
your always in death
pain is always your joy
where is the balance
between life and death?