Backwards/Sdarwkcab Poem by krissi b'williams

ALL RIGHT..after the knocked down dragged out fight
all this negativity thats standing in our way...ive got something important to say...and if you really care about 'me'and us..you better read this through....because this is how i feel the way, that you
have been treating me, so take my advice and read

ive finally come to the realization of the bitter truth
looking backward, and forward of all youve put me through
theres no easy way to push myself on
from the grip you have on me that is so strong
im kept in place...stuck...between time and space
this so totally sucks
the whole entire situation, the lack of love and its total devestation
the way you are ready to leave with no hesitation
at my pleas and vocalazations
in depair, happiness is so rare, and all this is truly unfair
how that..in fact..your pulling me everywhere, no remorse, no care

either pulling me 4ward, or, sdrawkcab, i never know what way we are heading..1 minute we are starting anew, the next moment we are ending
if you hold us up yo a mirror, you can see us and this relationship more clearer
yaw hcihw yreve/syawedis dna sdarwkcab/every single day
is this how it is..so screwed up...how you want me 4 your own pleasure
breaking me to the point of desperate measures
this play for your own screwed up /syawedis
daMN THIS IS HOW OUR RELATIONSHIP has took
a memory of every1 that looks
except for us as we hold it to a mirror
and the jumble puzzle becomes a hell of a lot clearer
sdrawkcab/syawedis/each and evey day
leaving me with a migraine that continuously stays
how this is so screwed up...if we cant read it right we often give up

how you keep me around for your own pleasure, like im thne prize to your insane, empty treasure
although i must say youve been clever, to keep me reading your clues
backwards...sideways, whatever way you choose
this is your test of twisted bliss
keeping me reading you, and our relationships clues
sdrawckab/syawedis, in the twisted game you play
and the only way to read you clearer is to hold you and your hints up to a mirror
your a prick, and this is sick
but yet im intrigued, to figure out your twisted disease
and in order to set me free, ive got to solve your dimented mystery

sdrawckab, all of me you took, and every1 that looks
sees us syawedis/backwards, and up-side down
but this soothes your ego, and makes you so proud
they way you are so confusing, egotistical, and confusing
puzzle solved or not, im ready to move on, you'd be forgot
so how does the sideways/backwards game feel for you
it isnt all that when you are now wearing the shoe
that why i am writing this no nonsense poem to you
so you get a clear image as to what you are putting me through

sdarwkcab/syawedis/its all the same
when you are the reciepient of your own twisted game