We used to be so close but lately we have been drifting.
We both know it's happening but neither of us do anything to fix it.
We are just watching and waiting for the day when we are strangers again.
I think that I would be a fool to say that there is no hope.
Yet, who Am I to say that I'm strong enough to cope.
Its depressing just to realize how afraid I must have been to start a whole new story with other strangers at hand.
I may not have been so wise to let you run with what we planned but it was my mistake to put so much hopes and you took me for granted.
So now I have to put the words on paper, try to be someone greater and stop killing myself for something that I called LOVE.
Right now,
I respect your needs,
I respect your wishes.
Though it hurts me, I will fight for my life,
Take beating and punishment just for my life,
Which right now stranded in this place, abandoned and lonely
No one would hears my cries as I drowning deep into desolation, Consumed with anguish
I move on with hesitation as every step I take, more pain I earn
Like a buried alive.
And it tells a tale of a lost soul through this endless road
A tale of what being born to be lonely as my own imagination is now dying slowly.
(Nov 2014)
This poem has not been translated into any other language yet.
I would like to translate this poem