Another Day Poem by Stephan van Pinksteren

I did it again without a thought,
I'm always behind the clouds.
The air there is making me sad,
But at the same time very mad.

Fights are just the beginning,
What will come next?
Will I be the one to start it all.
Will I be the one that will fall.

To much questions on my chest.
To much worries on my head.
I can't take this anymore.
Leave me crying in my bed.

Maybe it will stop someday.
Maybe that day is close.
I just don't know for sure,
I don't live the life I chose.