An Illusion Poem by Fallen Pixie

I feel in love and slowly,
was shadowed by an
illusion.
Everything started becoming
surrel.
My heart seemed happy,
yet that was just and
illusion.
In reality it feel down around
my feet.
I thought I was so happy,
yet that was just an
illusion.
When I woke up and looked
on myself and realized
I was on the verge of
slipping under depression,
and never to come back.
I thought I found my happily ever
after, yet that was an
illusion.
It slipped away and its
place I got a horror story.
I thought we were perfect,
yet that was an
illusion.
In reality we were no more
than hurting each other,
than being perfect for
each other.
I thought I could get over this,
yet, I feel as if its another
illusion.
As soon as I open my eyes,
she is still there.
I want my illusion to fade
away.
Can I come back to reality?