Amazed Poem by Courtney Beaudry

I've changed
And I'm amazed
That I could ever manage this far
My heart's been broken, and stitched
But never truly fixed

I hold myself
And think of words
I'm not sure if they are lies
All I know is I'm broken
Layn open
With un-planned goodbyes

I don't need someone
Sometimes I don't even want someone
But right now I miss you
And there's nothing I can do

Cradled whispers
They sit there
Staring into my heart
I'm not sure if I should listen
The clock is ticking
And I know I'm lacking a part

And I don't need someone
Sometimes I don't even want someone
But right now I miss you
And there's nothing I can do

To keep you here
To let you out
To let you be
To drown you out
To watch you live your life
From the other side
Knowing there's nothing
You'll never be mine

I may not need someone
And I know somtimes I don't want someone
But at this moment I miss you
And I know, there's nothing I can do