Am I An Elf To Jump Up And Down? Poem by Veeraiyah Subbulakshmi

Do you know what I had gone through,
When he beat me in lightening speed?
Family surface tension pushed me to commit,
The impermanent nuptial with unknown slot,
Dreams of evaporation had sent us to roam,
The rich and poor cities that hold the flags,
Up in the sky, our union witnessed by everyone,
We had become thick not thin to hide the Sun,
Human on the earth kept the umbrella to shun,
Problematic air not let us to stay at a place,
The nagging gravity of earthly difficulties never in pause,
Hanging between the heaven and fruitless dreams,
When I was collided with thunderous sound,
I had lost all that positive energy that kept me stable,
After losing the hope and desire temporarily,
I dropped down as rain on the trees and roads,
Not knowing the next destination, collecting dust and mites,
Ran through the monsoon drain for the treatment,
Rejuvenation at the spa of chemicals and ozone,
I am fresh as the flowers on the hills of independence,
Am I an elf to jump up and down, run far and wide,
carry what ever good and bad thrown and discarded?