Am I? Poem by Jack Smith

living... I am living my life right now..
or am I?

screaming... I am screaming my thoughts inside me..
or am I?

dreaming.... I am dreaming the golden dawn..
or am I?

climbing... I am climbing the walls in agony..
or am I?

wondering... I am wondering what it's all about...
or am I?

carrying... I am carrying my burdens alone..
or am I?

loving.. I am loving the blue eyed one...
or am I?

thinking.. I am thinking what you are thinking...
or am I?

casting... I am casting all my cares on Him...
or am I?

playing... I am playing the game now...
or am I?

crying... I am crying over spilt milk...
or am I?

counting... I am counting down the chances...
or am I?

guessing... I am guessing that I know you too..
or am I?

dying... I am dying to my self...
or am I?