Always The Loser Poem by King Midas

Wish I could just win for once
Second place is as good as last
Wish I could just live for once
But I have no future, and I have no past

Wish I could just love for once
But I’m too consumed in self-loathing
I’m starving for something more
I’m sweating and I’m bloating

I need a break from this sadistic thing called life
I’m defeated by Green and white
I struggle more and more by the day
To recapture what’s left of my life

I wish I could just feel again
But with every touch I seem to fail
I try to travel down the path of righteousness
But I always veer off on to a sinister trail

I’m an addict and a hypocrite
A liar and a sinner
I’m a lover, I’m full of hate
I’m a loser and a winner

I’m everything at once I wished not to be
My everyday world is at places I never thought I’d see
I feel so dirty and used, and at one time I felt clean
I used to love the world, but I forgot what love means