Alone And Forgotten. Poem by Daniela X. Daraz

I wonder how you moved on so quickly, Its like I was never there.
It just makes me so sick to see, that I cant help but care.
I stare as you walk away with out even a glance my way. It just breaks me inside to know that to you I am no longer alive.
I try to push the thoughts away, maybe get on with life. But the damage is done, from what has become my new meaning of life.
I have died inside..
I hate when people tell me 'It always gets better'.But it doesn't get better, never in forever!
I waste my day thinking of how it would be. Maybe better throughout forever, but that i will never be able to see.
Every time I see you I die a little more inside. But that is expected from a heart so weak such as mine.
And I still try to hide this side of me. How could this be?
The doors are closing on me. The doors of life have gone and slipped from my reach...
I feel so cold inside...