Alone Poem by Devon Malonson

I just can't get you out of my head
and it makes my heart
feel like a ton of lead.
I try my hardest
to keep my head up,
but the harder I try
the more I want to cry.
It keeps getting harder and harder
and I keep drifting farther and farther.
You were everything to me,
but it seems it wasn't meant to be.
I try my hardest
to keep pushing on,
but every ounce of hope i had
is almost gone.
I guess what I'm trying to say
is I don't like my life this way.
I feel like an empty shell,
and it feels like my life
has become one living hell.