Afterwards Poem by FOEVERAMI JOHNSON

After the love is gone how can I remain mentally intact and strong? How can I remain smiling without shouting...
How many times you go stab me in back (Heart)
Fact that I'm confused, I cant say if I'll win or loose my mind standing strong and kind....
Must I find a safe place somewhere down the line or do I pray and when they ask 'what's wrong do I say'
(I'M FINE)
THEN I WILL BE LYING! ! ! !
CRYING, BUYING, CANDY TRYING NOT TO SAY OK...
I'M Done...
Instead I'll (just) go and smoke a blunt, after blunt,
after blunt...