Abortion From A Males Point Of View Poem by I wish i was as invisable as he made me feel

Please accept my apologies,
for what would have been,
would you have been a little angel?
or an angel of sin?
Tough little boy,
hanging with all the guys,
what a tough beautiful boy,
with little brown eyes.
I paid for the murder before they determined the sex,
so choosing you life over our life,
meant your death,
and you didn't even get a chance to even open your eyes,
sometimes i wonder if it weren't for a feotus,
if you'd fought for your life?
And then i look at you little brother,
maybe it's really you,
maybe your forgiving us knowing we was confused.
Maybe when he smiles,
it's you proud,
knowing that your father is doing the right thing now?
I think about your skin tone,
the shape of your nose,
the way you would've taled fast and slow..
i think about you all the time,
and what would have been,
so i picked up a pen...
HAPPY BIRYHDAY, i love you,
whoever you would have been.... xxxxxx