A Walking Contradiction Poem by kelly kel

So much to say, yet I cannot say a word
I could scream my thoughts out loud, but can never be truly heard
Feel so much, that I cannot feel a thing
Hurting for so long, I can no longer feel the pain

So many emotions, about so many things
So full of feelings, and all the emptiness they bring
Losing touch with reality, yet never felt so sane
Have so much to lose, but nothing more to gain

Surrounded by people, yet completely alone
Allowing many things, I could never condone
Experience happiness, that only leads to rage
Breaking free, to yet another cage

No strings attached, yet never truly free
Completely blinded, yet I can clearly see
Do not feel like myself, but I am just being me
Knowing who I am inside, but can never truly be

Living my life, yet it all feels like fiction
This is what I am, a walking contradiction

-Kellykel