A Thousand More. Poem by Austyne Thomas

Heart beats fast
Colours and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I am afraid
To fall
Watching you stand - alone
All of my doubt
Suddenly comes back somehow
I think maybe a step closer
Just to prove to you
I have died everyday
Waiting for you.
I have loved you a thousand years.
And a thousand more.
Time stands still
Beauty in all you were
I will be brave and patient
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath,
Every hour, but finally it has come to this
Two steps backwards
I have died everyday.
I have loved you for a thousand years
I can't love you anymore.
And all along I believed
I would find you
Time and chance had brought
My heart to You
I had loved you for a thousand years
I can't love you anymore.