A Theory Poem by meitha soekotjo

This is my theory, a theory about you for this moment.
That you are now becoming a Japanese, in this moment.
What I mean by "in this moment" is the time, since you found yourself almost die, yes that moment.
I guess, that was the moment when you opened your eyes after that turbulent moment.

Then voila, you became a Japanese, since that time until this moment.
It might be going on, until you realize it in a moment.
And talk to yourself, "Who am I? ", and "Who is this Japanese man that use my name, my moment/s? "
And "Stop it! " plus "I need my American guy and my American way of thinking moments! "

Wait, "I might not that American, American guy, but I am sure I was more American than Japanese in moments! "
Wait, "I know I am not in America but in Japan, I am aware of my location, still I have no at all of Samurai moment! "
Wait, by the way, let me think straightly, that, I know you are American guy who having Japan as moments.
Wait, did I say clearly, if I might never love Japanese man but American man for spending moments?

I might be wrong, well who knows if someday I fall in love with a Samurai, it must be a moment.
Now, let's go back with this moment.
Not that moment when you started doing an idea to be a Japanese moment.
This moment for being just you, the one that I love and I wish for to love for more and longer moments.