A Mothers Forgiveness Poem by Siim Andreas Peter Saarva

Mother,
I do not know, how you survived it all,
After all I put you through, I can't believe you didn't fall,
I am so sorry, for all I have done,
I hope you can forgive me, and still have fun,
Sad, dissapointed and hurt you, see what I made,
But still, you are by my side, and you never let me fade,
I am where I am today, because of you,
Without you, I wouldn't be here, and missed by few,
Also, I would be nothing but only memories,
But there, was something special, in every good night kiss,
It was impossible, to not feel, the love you gave me,
Cause it was so strong, like the crown on every tree,
All my decissions, was like walking through a labyrinth,
But you always guided me to the end, with one simple hint,
Where would I be standing, if you weren't there,
And loosing you, my mother, that wouldn't be fair,
I am so happy, to have you by my side,
And being your son, that is my biggest pride.