A Mess Poem by Leonard Lee

Why am I in such a lonely mess? ?
I know! i tried soo hard but failed the test..
it's the test of love you see..
i've failed it, so someone eles you seek..

for you i tried so hard..
well i thought i've done my part..
yet you still leave me..
and in depression you left me be..

why do you hate me so my dear?
you left me with nothing but fear..
you kill me a million times a day..
i really don't know what to say..

at first you taught me how to live..
and in you i believe...
then theres that loving feeling..
oh my heart, is not yet healing..

i hope and i pray..
for you i do that everyday..