A Few Thoughts Of Mine Poem by Aplier Hao

It’s been a while,
Since I’ve known you.
For every day,
Mistakes I rue.

But it’s been long,
Since we last talked.
And it’s been long,
Since I last walked.

I’m just a corpse,
Standing upright.
I think nothing,
But what a fright.

It is my life,
That’s living hell.
You’re left untouched.
This tide will quell.

Jealousy,
Love,
Kindness,
Fairness,
Beauty,
Grace,
Pain,
Anger,
Hate,
Hell,

These come to pass,
For all but one.
Our lives not whole,
For all but none.

You never see,
You turn your back.
Now it is time,
To face the facts.

SHUT UP
I HATED YOU
YOU SCREWED MY LIFE
YOU THINK YOU KNOW ME
BUT YOU REALLY DON’T
NOT AT ALL

You just don’t know,
What it is like.
To live with this,
All through my life.

To be hated,
By everyone.
A burden worn,
By one alone.

It's time for you,
To understand.
You need to learn,
Just what I am.

No one to help,
You through hard times.
No one listens,
Even through rhymes.

You’re all alone,
Nowhere to turn.
No one helps you,
For you they spurn.

If nothing but,
You have yourself.
You're left alone,
With nothing else.

No enemies,
No friends as well.
No people to,
Console this hell.

So when you get,
A single chance.
You take it as,
It is your last.

You would act of,
Desperation.
Cause you have your,
Chances rationed.

That’s what I did,
And now I know.
I made mistakes,
And now they show.

Yet take some time,
Just to believe.
Or just to think,
Of what it means.

I say sorry,
I misbehaved.
I’ve done some things,
I shouldn’t have.

Please forgive me,
For what I’ve done.
For both of us,
It was not fun.