♥ ♥ .Going Home.♥ ♥ Poem by jade MOnteScLArOS

i WaNt To Go HoMe,

I want To be BaCK,

in A pLACe WhEre pEoPLe,

KnOWs Who i ReaLLy aM.

peOpLE Who wiLL,

JusT BE THeRe,

WheN im Down,

and FeLt aLoNe.

i doN’t wAnt,

sOmeOne FeEL,

My PaiN, sOmeOne,

WhO wiLL Be in My PLaCe.

i Want To G0 Home,

i’M Not WhaT TheY,

ThiNk i Am,

i’M noT StroNg as they THoughT.

i caN’T Do thiS,

On My owN,

i WaNt soMeOne,

wHo can LeNd Their HAnds.

HeLp ME GoD,

to HandLE this,

sToRm ThaT,

yOu’ve GiVeN ME.

ThEy Don’T Know,

hoW i FeLt,

i Don”t WAnt THEM,

To Know.

i Just WAnt,

to Go HoME,

To a pLACe,

WhEre i BeLoNg.

a Place peOpLE,

Won’T JudGE ME,

wHeRe peOPLe,

ResPects mY decissions.

i Just want,

tO gO HoME,

By His siDE,

im Very MucH LucKy.

i FeLt dIstrEss,

wHen peoPLe.

LooKEd at Me,

As if i cOmmittEd a BiG CriME.

TheY dOn’T kNOw,

i CAn’T eVEn haNdLE,

aLL The ObsTacLEs,

That You’VE GiVeN mE.

ThaT’s nOt iT,

i’M JuSt BeiNg,

sTrOng FoR YOu,

For YOu tO BE HaPpY.

I KNow He Won’t,

Gave ThOse TasKs,

iF HE Knows,

i Can’T Face iT.

i WaNt To Go hOme,

I waNt to Be wiTh hiM,

i Want tO bE wiTh God,

He wiLL saVe Me.