973 To Revive In Your Love Poem by V F

It’s so hard to believe that it is over.
What we had was so precious
Verily I would sell my very soul to the devil
If I could get you back my dearest.
The sole purpose of my existence now is to forget
Block out everything that was.

But tell me how to stop feeling
Time does not seem to help.
every time a tiny sliver of memory slips my guard,
wraps its painful fingers around my heart and squeezes
causing it to explode anew with pain and suffering,
Oh if you could only know the depth of my pain
The agony I exist in and live through,
Where every breath is painful
Sending shards of pain to my heart,
Would you behave so then?
I would give everything and anything
To speak to you, smile and share joy and sorrow
To love and be loved as before.

I feel so lost and bereft, heartbroken and abandoned,
Why did I have to fall in love with you?
Oh if I had known the heartache it entailed
I would have guarded my heart more fiercely
But sometimes I feel it worth the memories
Such a treasure trove of bliss
Diamond drops so pure and rare
Dazzling my eyes with their purity
Cupped and gathered in my palms
Brimming and spilling over
What we had might never be
You were like a twin to me,
I could sense your very heartbeat,
Nay read your very thoughts before you
Why did you forsake me my dearest?
What did I ask from you other than love
If you were so afraid why did you drive me down
Loves balmy path only to disappear
When I needed you the most?
Come back my love come to me
And make my life complete once more
Then perhaps I can still put back the pieces
And live

(08th November 2002)