55 - Everythings Fine.....Hell On A Saturday Poem by nicola burkett

Everything is going to be fine
And for a split second i believe
But that doesn't stop me thinking
That my Dad is going to leave

I find myself thinking
Trying to define this simple word
But the noises of chaos
Stop my thoughts from being heard

I try and stay positive
I try and keep myself strong
But as soon as good times happen
It seems to all go wrong

Since i lost my nan
I can't handle things like this
I don't think i could go on
If i had someone else to miss

So i pray deep inside
Down to the very soul of me
That i will soo have back
My precious loving daddy