3 Disasters Of My Life Poem by Nimmy Mary Leela Kurian Alilakuzhiyil

3 Boys in my life
Who were stars
One a black star
One an evening star
One a shining star
Black star on whom
I threw stones at
Refusing to play with me
Made me strong and
Go a long way alone
Evening Star
Make me realize a dead end
Trying to pass it
I passed from darkness to darkness
From mental insanity to brain hammer age
Where heaven and hell meet
And Shining star
The one which falls on ground
And even after pitch black
Fine Morning is yet to come
3 boys represents 3 seasons
Like summer, spring, winter
3 boys represents 3 times in a day
Like Morning, noon, night
3 boys represents 3 human organs
Like Eyes, ears and nose
Neither were love,
Neither a passing fancy,
Neither was love affair
All brought thunderstorms in life
One told me to be cruel
One taught to violent
And last taught to be sober
And pass away in silence...